I am in a mood!

I'm in a mood. It is not necessarily a bad mood, just a mood. I have been feeling a little anti social. My husband says it is "a hunker down and survive"  mood. I haven't named it yet. 
 The mood started last September and it is changing, but not going away. 
Is this just moving deeper into the 60's? I have had attitude changes in every decade of my life, so I have to assume that the 60's will be no exception. 
 In September, I had two major changes in my life. The pharmaceutical company that made my wonderful estrogen blend tablet stopped making it. I had to hustle around and find a replacement or go without. I tried both. I am never going to go without again unless I am given absolutely no options! I hate hot flashes!!! Changing a major hormone definitely makes you moody.
 The second change was that my life at the gym changed. My trainer and friend moved into another cycle of her life. I no longer had a "written in stone" reason to be there, so I let work and life interfere. I have never stopped exercising, but I no longer lift heavy weights. Oh my, I miss that!
 We have traveled a lot in the last year and that has been a mixed blessing. I have enjoyed all my travels, but I feel stressed when I am home to get it all done.
 Life cycles, things change. A long term friendship has gone away, a friend did not support me at a major event, and my hairdresser got pregnant. 
 I am dealing with the loss of the friendship, although it has tortured me. I am dealing with the loss of support from my friend and trying to understand why. I found a new hairdresser. ( And I got a lovely God daughter!)
 I have friends. I have a support circle. I have an attitude.
 I always have been, by nature, a fixer, a nurse, a nurturing person, a get it done sort. I have a lot of fire.
 Now, I don't want to hear it. If you have an issue, fix it or stop whining. If you can't get it done alone, ask for help or live  gracefully and quietly with the consequences. 
 Waa waa waa. I do not want to be a whiner. 
 I do want to do something different everyday. I want to learn. I want to experience. I want to find God.  I want to change. I want to travel. I want to work. I want to move my body. I want to be.
 I am working on understanding and acceptance. 
I am in a mood.